Forgetting.. is hard to do..but as we go on with life we can do it.. the memories that we rejoiced together might be fade away from pieces to pieces.. nothing lasts forever as life that we live today.
On such a good day, I once experienced something that I’ve never had in my life.. barely lost someones that worth my life. I tried not to cry but thank God I still have the feeling to love. Recently I do think that I acted and sounded like a silly child, trying to figure out life by self. But as I goes on with life, kinship and friendship support me to get out from the circle of conflicts that I’ve been prisoned. From today I ‘m not going to run away from my life that I have to rent before my time comes. I have them.. but most important I know that there are responsibility that I should do in my life.
It have been a while that I’m not writing about the life that I rent. The best form of expressing the feeling for me is by writing. Yeah, I really enjoy writing. $ometimes busy and hectic students life makes me forget about everything though the things that I love. During sem II, I do improved myself by becoming more hardworking than during sem I but I’m not doing pretty much in the final. Whatever my results I’m going to get after this, I have to face it. Be optimistic girl! This world is too big for me to fall for one chance.
The time to enjoy and relax came after the last paper- Biology. It was out of my plan that I’m going out on that day but not to my bestever roommates. The three of them went out to PKNS in baju kurong!. However I decided to go to PKNS on the other day with my other friend as what I need that time was only my bed. Back to the college I found that I forget to bring the key! OMG.. I felt so restless. So without wasting a time I tried to catch my roommates to get the key.. unfortunately they already on their way to PKNS. I went to PKNS in my mind just to get the key but only after 9.30 p.m I came back to my college with my bestever roommates ;D with headaches!.
I returned to my hometown earlier than my best buddies in case that I wanted to spend more time with my fama =p.. so sweet.. but I’m not that sweet enough.. haha.. Actually my fama going to Mecca this year. My other friends had their good time after the final~ played with snow, going out to times square and ice skating! On the other hand, I was home quarreling with my fama =). Hoho.. but thanks God that I made the right decision to be home other than had my enjoyable time with friends. I do remember what someone had said ‘family is first’. In my family, I am a kind of girl who have the most shit attitudes~ hot tempered , talkative, lazy to do homework, and a very good critic. Emm… I always wondering when am I going to a matured, more tolerant and decent girl?? Someday maybe..
The time for my fama to depart to Mecca came. It was the hardest thing I tried myself not to do~ crying. Someone do remind me not to cry in front of them as it will make them sad. But how can i? I still remember during my first day at university, I cried in front of them when they were going back to my hometown though I didn’t feel like want to cry. There were tears in my eyes which I tried to hold on but I still burst when I saw my dad’s eyes redden. My mom was more relax..when I kissed her cheek, she was still relax. I started to calm down. But whenever I saw my dad was not around anymore, he had gone to checking room, the tears speeding down my cheeks. Fortunately there were my best cousin and relative who tried to calm me down. Ermm… I got treated with kfc.. its good but not that good to lessen my sadness. I know that the only cure is time. Back to my home sweet home, I entered my fama’s room in case to tidy up the their room.. OMG I found my mom’s diary! I read them..as I goes on with reading I even cant stop crying till I hard to catch a breath. Huhu… i called them but my dad not aswering the phone so I only talked to my mom. The moment I heard her voice, I felt so out of stress and it was going to make me more stronger to live my life. At the time when I’m writing this, they are on their way to Mecca. One thing that I know right now is I miss them.
On such a good day, I once experienced something that I’ve never had in my life.. barely lost someones that worth my life. I tried not to cry but thank God I still have the feeling to love. Recently I do think that I acted and sounded like a silly child, trying to figure out life by self. But as I goes on with life, kinship and friendship support me to get out from the circle of conflicts that I’ve been prisoned. From today I ‘m not going to run away from my life that I have to rent before my time comes. I have them.. but most important I know that there are responsibility that I should do in my life.
It have been a while that I’m not writing about the life that I rent. The best form of expressing the feeling for me is by writing. Yeah, I really enjoy writing. $ometimes busy and hectic students life makes me forget about everything though the things that I love. During sem II, I do improved myself by becoming more hardworking than during sem I but I’m not doing pretty much in the final. Whatever my results I’m going to get after this, I have to face it. Be optimistic girl! This world is too big for me to fall for one chance.
The time to enjoy and relax came after the last paper- Biology. It was out of my plan that I’m going out on that day but not to my bestever roommates. The three of them went out to PKNS in baju kurong!. However I decided to go to PKNS on the other day with my other friend as what I need that time was only my bed. Back to the college I found that I forget to bring the key! OMG.. I felt so restless. So without wasting a time I tried to catch my roommates to get the key.. unfortunately they already on their way to PKNS. I went to PKNS in my mind just to get the key but only after 9.30 p.m I came back to my college with my bestever roommates ;D with headaches!.
I returned to my hometown earlier than my best buddies in case that I wanted to spend more time with my fama =p.. so sweet.. but I’m not that sweet enough.. haha.. Actually my fama going to Mecca this year. My other friends had their good time after the final~ played with snow, going out to times square and ice skating! On the other hand, I was home quarreling with my fama =). Hoho.. but thanks God that I made the right decision to be home other than had my enjoyable time with friends. I do remember what someone had said ‘family is first’. In my family, I am a kind of girl who have the most shit attitudes~ hot tempered , talkative, lazy to do homework, and a very good critic. Emm… I always wondering when am I going to a matured, more tolerant and decent girl?? Someday maybe..
The time for my fama to depart to Mecca came. It was the hardest thing I tried myself not to do~ crying. Someone do remind me not to cry in front of them as it will make them sad. But how can i? I still remember during my first day at university, I cried in front of them when they were going back to my hometown though I didn’t feel like want to cry. There were tears in my eyes which I tried to hold on but I still burst when I saw my dad’s eyes redden. My mom was more relax..when I kissed her cheek, she was still relax. I started to calm down. But whenever I saw my dad was not around anymore, he had gone to checking room, the tears speeding down my cheeks. Fortunately there were my best cousin and relative who tried to calm me down. Ermm… I got treated with kfc.. its good but not that good to lessen my sadness. I know that the only cure is time. Back to my home sweet home, I entered my fama’s room in case to tidy up the their room.. OMG I found my mom’s diary! I read them..as I goes on with reading I even cant stop crying till I hard to catch a breath. Huhu… i called them but my dad not aswering the phone so I only talked to my mom. The moment I heard her voice, I felt so out of stress and it was going to make me more stronger to live my life. At the time when I’m writing this, they are on their way to Mecca. One thing that I know right now is I miss them.
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