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i got the flu! actually i'm a bit scared of getting the H1N1 but till now i still can't confirm it yet. My uni also had been closed for one week as the virus had breached UiTM . Actually i don't like the idea that UiTM spread their students to all the countries without knowing either their 'beloved' students are sick or not. How irresponsible. What if the students have contaminated H1N1 and due to the releases, they might spread it to their families and friends. I think it is the best if UiTM hold and quarantined the students in uni inspite of giving them back to the families. and i hate the idea to study in such a contaminated area! that is bloody fool risky and yes the uni would never held the responsibilty. the pandemics is spreading is malaysia. can't you still open your eyes? pity the students! how can they still study if their health is miserably down? i can upset say that the first three weeks i'm in the uni, i had none health probs till the day the uni informed the closure for one week. it was friday and i had mild cough. That night, it getting worser. I was hard to catch up my breath, my body was so hot and I coughed heavily. Only on Sunday, i went to Medivion clinic. The doctor there was too nice. But i didn't tell her that i'm a UiTM stud in case I didn't want to be suspected without being checked. The moment i told her i had a friend in UiTM which i frequently met her, the doctor looked worried yet she advised me to come again in 2 days if my fever doesn't heal. My body temp was 39.6! that noon, i took the medicine and passed out after a while. after woke up, i felt a bit refreshed. my body didn't felt too hot anymore but there was still sore throat, a lil cough and headache. today, i went to govt clinic in case to do 'saringan' but i was brought to meet HA. WTH! they urged me to put on face mask and i did it. the checking was usual which i can say i dont need it. what i need is a CONFIRMATION! and where the hell is doctor? my body temp for today is 36.5. it means my fever has gone. okey, talking about face mask, there are people there who staring at me like an alien. some i can say are disgusting with me. There was a pakcik who said to me to get off from him just in case i wore face mask. i was so sad that i felt wanna to cry. he said it loudly in front of a crowd of people. His attitude made me wanna just change my course instead of being a doc. X( i have my limits too pakcik. thanks that my pa was there. if not, you will know that your sky not always be clear. i will only be nice to people who are nice to me and i can be a lot mean to those are mean to me, my family and my friends