do you ever have a thought in mind of becoming someone else? way better than yourself in any aspects?. well i have a say to MYSELF. it is very exhausting to put your energy into searching for perfection and love and attention. Why don't you try to love yourself firsthand and just rejoiced being the way you are. It is the time to give love to yourself first.
oh well i had too many admires for good looking guys before till i forget to love myself first. As when i did like them, i hated myself for not being their preferable girl. But i guess i should give it a break of admiring boys which i blamed it onto hormones. Should i take anti progesterone/ anti estrogen by then? Pretty jokes. Right now, i want to dress for myself, simply make up to satisfy only me and be myself. I know i'm not that good into humor or being friendly. I hated so much that i tend to easily laugh nonsensical when i saw a man that i like. Thus,i should just shut it off from making it up of being HYPOCRITE.
p/s : Perempuan cantik itu;
Tidak memandang & tidak dipandang;
Perempuan cantik itu;
Tidak mengenali & tidak dikenali;
Perempuan cantik itu;
Tidak menegur & tidak ditegur..
you are beautiful just the way you are my girls.
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