it ain't the best of words

"black spectacles, brown scarf, pathetic looking medical student"

bwahahaa. i got titled . Well, she used to joke but for me it ain't wrong. Frankly to say, i think i am that pathetic. Ruthless person. I admit that i have flaws, countless of them. But i don't like the way some people pointing out my flaws again as if i don't already seen them. It's like a humiliation, telling me i'm better off with my 'tin-foil' own world. Don't you know how wounded i was? And how you could be so mean? Picking on someone weaker was the most coward thing anyone can do. Well, you could take me down with just a single blow but i am not that kind of girl. I got high spirited again thanks to some people. There is never a blunt end to anything. Sometimes to feel okay again, all thing you have to do is to turn plause button of your life, take a break away of hustle. Go crazy over life, do something different, meet new people and make a new relationship :). Life won't move on till you make an effort to pursue it. Last few days, i met some new people and through them i got a new perspective on my future. Yepp, world isn't that small to rent a life. There is always another alternative to grasp. The men i met were cool and handsome . There are four of them, but two are taken. Sorry girls, err basically i am referring to me. Engineers, they are leading their life with no hesitation yet with moderation. Oh my how i adore them, erm basically the eldest! How i will cherished the moment i met them and how i fell for him for a moment. Enough.