a dreamer?

i've finished my end semester exams today. I could say that i didn't give my very best shot at all for the exams. For most of questions, i was just jotting down things to my instinct. Which i was frustated over it. I did read, but i couldn't recall most of the part. I do admit that i have this one problem- short term memory! Is it something wrong inside my limbic system or frontal lobe? Hellooo, how would you survive then if you have to remember dozens of hundreds pages texbooks ? I know, my pro is coming around. And i know this year, if i pass the test, i should face the thrill of ward life. Those are the plans, but who knows Allah may lay another path for us in future. But in between, it is something that we get to do by self, to change something, you have to start it with yourself. Don't wait for others to yell at you. oh hey, it's 2011, and i'm kinda late wishing me the very best girl, its your 21 turning point. And for the very typical thing with the start of new year- resolutions! Have you had your own? I think i've list some of mine in my cerebrum. And i don't think i would write it off here as it is one of resolution to keep some things only to myself as i used to gaga all the things to some people. And i think most of them are tired of listening to those trashes, so why not just shut it off into my spleen and let them being broken down there. And for the crush-es, i WONT give them a bother anymore. That is among of my top priority. Two have been splashed, let the rest be in my diary then :)

p/s: girl,it is good to keep a diary of yourself as one day, inshaAllah it may benefit our loves, as memoirs. :) i even read my mom's diary and it tears me up!