I felt bored even doing nothing as. Still, I miss the morning air of my hometown, the sound of my mom and dad waking me to pray subuh, the non-stop talk of my grandma that used to repeat things every single words she said in 5 minutes gap, the mild laugh we made of my grandma's childish behave, the hot debate of my dad and me, and the cynical comments of my great-grandma to me. Yes, we tend to appreciate things when they're far away or gone. And here i am again stuck in this long journey that i have to bear over a decision that never been made. Whatever regrets that should be hold, keep it to yourself girl, and never let those things upset the people around you. I don't know why but these few days i'm feeling kind of blues and lost and it's like someone else residing in my body, keep antagonizing me, even throw a tantrum for each simple things. Am i creating another personality in my head? Blahh, i just hope it's just another kink behave from pms.
"If you look close enough to the world around you, you might find someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you hold on, just find the courage to face it all another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. We need someone to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you." One Tree Hill
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