do you ever feel like being left out in the middle of conversation? being ignored at the time when what you need the most is the attention? being looked down on your rainy days?... all this time, i always try to be good no matter how rough the people were to me, but then WTH was that for? and no matter how i tried to pull myself on hold, there were times that the wall cracked. and it's like my reflex that i would be shunning away as i could not behold the scars. It was just yesterday that i somehow realized that some people that mostly tend to shut off from surrounding, not indulging themselves with people were afraid of being rejected. And it just the best option to reject out yourself first before the others do. it's something called coping skill.
" A coping skill is a behavioral tool which may be used by individuals to offset or overcome adversity, disadvantage, or disability without correcting or eliminating the underlying condition "
Though i knew that i've ever did it, and ever developing the coping skill badly before for some reasons that i never want to cross path with, i still knew that it never is the best option, at least you have the willpower to place something on stake, and knowing that you will never going back and regret it once its done. After all, experience is something we learn from kan? and i am not the kind of girl who prefer to jump off the window to picture the best night in my life.
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