it's 2502 and i'm twenty-ONE

yesterday night, my friends and i had some kind of party except that it was actually not a real party, it was like a small gathering of a bunch of us, girls that crossed their path together since three years ago. And the 'party' consisted of popsicles and waffles, you guys might think it kinda quite weird combination but the heck with that as what matter the most was the time we spent with each other, how we've been there for each of us for all this time . We were actually celebrating bulk of birthdays of us, 9 birthdays celebrated in a row! and i was on the list. though mine was a day after (which is today), i got 2 presents that night, getting some splash of spotlight from the birthday girl andik and tiqah. And not to mention that the event was held on my room and sorry guys no picture actually taken.

and for today, as because it was my day, being twenty one, i felt so grateful. It was like i've lived too long, and i don't know that i was actually big now and those time that i dressed like a boy, jumped high and low for some tricks, climbed a coconut tree to impress other girls, and played a knight to fight off monster were gone...I really miss those memories. How we kids argued for simple things, how we shared crush-es, how my friends and i thought that we were so cool and never give a damn about other kids. but everyone was big right now and we hardly see each other and we never going to chase each other in paddy field again. Those were the moments that i never going to forget though we hardly greet each other now. and i am BIG enough that i could run away without police warrant to seek me ;P but no, i will never do that. Being older, or in much nicer word- matured doesn't mean you are right to do anything. It actually mean you have to consider many things before you do anything. The responsibilities are leveled up. Look, how matured i've been kan?? Mom , dad, can i get married now? haha.

and to mention actually i didn't post my birthday on fb, there were only two, i spelled two people wishing me birthday via that :P . Haha. But there were some of my friends wishing me via messages and calls. And also to those wishing me on my face, i mean face to face laa, I appreciate that. Really i am. I love you guyssss.