Assalamualaikum

These few days back, i was facing with blues correlation to almost every single moves i did. I spaced out, freaked out and totally heating up. I knew that at some point, on every months there would be a time where i would feel mostly vulnerable. And yesterday night was like the peak of my volcano, everything seems not right inside though i covered it well outside (?). My body was hot out of rage (which i actually don't know why it happened) till i recited surah Al-Insyirah. I almost cried by looking at the meaning of the surah. It soothed me, inside and outside. It was like answering to all my melancholy. To the hardship, there is relief; which Allah has promised. So never give up on life, and remember to turn your soul to only Him in every single beat of heart. Here the tafsir;

Have We not opened your breast for you (O Muhammad (Peace be upon him))?

And removed from you your burden,

Which weighed down your back?

And raised high your fame?

So verily, with the hardship, there is relief,

Verily, with the hardship, there is relief

So when you have finished (from your occupation), then stand up for Allahs worship (i.e. stand up for prayer).

And to your Lord (Alone) turn (all your intentions and hopes and) your invocations.

(Al-inshirah:94)

p/s : the surah was dedicated to Prophet Muhammad S.A.W to entertain the Prophet of his struggling obstacles on early days of dakwah.