Assalamualaikum
i knew it from the very time i started out my school days that i kind of obsessed with exams more than the learning process itself. And when it comes to part of not doing well, i really have somewhat the instinct to judge my own performance, of course la kan as i'm the one that answered. By then, all those aging facial expression would directly showing up and through the years, it's a cliche that i would overlook the disappointment like it's the end of world and throw a mass of regret over the other shoulders. So it was a few days back that i had a test which did make me felt low again of how bad my performance going to be. And it was my cliched actions that went by. Till i was back at my room, switching the laptop and logged into fb, there was a link that a friend of mine posted topped on my page. I just clicked it with no purpose at all, and when i thought about it again, it was like a sign- that i should open up my mind, my soul to revolving world, not just my world. My disappointment was not a thing at all compares to what chances that i have. Contrary to that, there are millions of people that even not dare to dream to be on my place. Look ahead of those helpless homeless person and you will cry out of grateful. Go beyond, and imagine the people that fought for shelter, for food, for a living. How this world isn't fair at all- another cliche that people overused it. When it comes to me, i would say that the world doesn't have the role to its revolving chaos of dignity, its the humans. but when it comes to human beings, there come another million kinks of prejudices, hatreds, loves and etc which we can't change effortlessly. There is a price for everything but to those who already blindfolded their eyes with the truth, you can't do anything. How twisted the life and world could be, Allah the Almighty has give us the full guide on it.
"And this worldly life is nothing but pastime and game; indeed the abode of the Hereafter - that is indeed the true life; if only they knew"
[Ankabut 29:64]
So back to the link that i've watched that change my cliche on my nonsense regret, it was actually a video on a qari (people that used to recites Quran with proper rules and recitation) being abducted and killed cruelly. You should watch it by yourself here. How evil was that to kill people by breaking into car? I cried to to part of the qari's daughter strong heart. There is a video of the young girl anguish speech of how strong she is going to be of how her late father always reminded her not to be afraid of the truth. With tears, she said she was proud of her father and his bravery had shown her no reason to be afraid anymore .As to those who really put the life in path synchronously with what the Quran and Prophet had taught, there would be no fear for them to face all the harshness as they have faith and believe that Allah is always there for them.
"And those who strove in Our way - We shall surely show them Our paths; and indeed Allah is with the virtuous "
[Ankabut 29:69]
O Allah! We ask You for everything that is good, in this life and the Hereafter, whether we know it or not; and we seek Your protection from everything that is bad, in this world or the Hereafter, whether we know it or not.
And i knew that i am lacking so much and still need a lot of improvisations.
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