Assalamualaikum
This morning, i started my new posting feeling dismay and spiritless like ever. As having no mood, my mind lingered through the class to the other side of world. It's not like underground worlds like yakuza, vampire or what (though i do always dream of that kind of world). But i wonder what my life would be if this is not the road that i chose
Situation A: struggling and juggling with calculus books wearing black big rounded spectacles talking hell with calculator. or maybe dealing craps with student-teacher relationship
Situation B: happy dancing below the mistletoe with a 6 feet tall hot brunette with green eye while it snowing over the full moon and mapping out the plan to escape the classes tomorrow though had repeated the same papers for 2 times. blame the weather.
Situation C: duet singing in an indie band that consists of gorgeous males touring over the night clubs and never succeed while working part time to pick pizza and deliver milks around vegas (read below post to understand what that means haha)
Situation D: breastfeeding a kid that i bear with a guy that i never in love with regretting over how lame life was because he was the king and i was the slave. Hell that i hate that type of man most and if this was a movie, i would sue and kick him with my pumped up kicks.
Situation E: living alone in a city full of lights enjoying every bits of my life by just taking a sip of hot latte in the morning with muesli muffins while glancing over the crowd of men in suits. and my name is ruby to make it perfect.
So that you know that i love to dream of something weird. something different that i would never experience.
And this morning, a lecturer of mine asked the class what would you like to see yourself within 10 years time in future. I was still thinking when it was my turn which at last i blurted out something.........something i want least ; oncologist (as i resembled myself to wilson of house d/t nerdiness). After all i want to think less about future and just want to stay afloat of present. Can i?
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