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Meet nurin the super girl, reasonable izzah/kakak, the not so cool danish, angry bird fahmi and the miss so in style adawiyah

Old picture of my little cousins dated 2-3 years back. Do miss them so much. And we have additional of 2 more cute creatures; humble humam & talkative thaqif

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You brushed away my smile

To dear you, once you brought tear in my heart, it was the end of me looking at you. You couldn't see the light in my eyes whenever i smiled to you. It was really worthless in the end to smile to someone who doesn't know the value of a smile. I won't smile to you again. It is my swear. Through the night, my heart ached thinking of your behaved. This is real, though i was hoping it was just a dream. You are just a normal person, like anybody else, created by Almighty Allah the way same way as me. But why these ranks in society exist? You thought you are a public figure, while me just a wandering anonymous with no dignity. Shame on you. I pray that one day you would feel the way i felt about you tonight. Well, my vengeance for you just so big that it's hard for me to forgive you. Let me just be invisible in your eyes, don't hurt my heart anymore. Forgive me for not forgiving you, it was just hard. I tried. But your deed just kept replaying in my head, making fun of me

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