Time does pass swiftly. Yesterdays' sorrow, tears & loneliness seem like nothing when we cherish the day we've come forward. But it just seem like a moment ago i was arguing the idea of entering uitm's medical school with my parents. I had my ups and downs been there, but my favorite moment still an escapade to london, fully sponsored by university. I really studied hard back then at high school with intention of going abroad but luck was not on my side. I also noticed that i always gotten myself into the least favored option. Yes back then, my childhood friends and i made something like an oath to work our ass off to get into top university like UM or whatnot with uitm at the bottom heee. and fate befallen on me, uitm it is. I took the offer because of the scholarship knowing that i should at least be able to reduce the financial burden of my family. But i did not regret the choice anymore, no matter how my life had turned away from my initial life goal. We plan, we pray for the best, and yet Allah knows what is better than best for us. And once again, i was tested with not getting the preferred hospital for training. I was sent away, to a place that never cross my mind. Had few days of going haywire over the idea crossing the river(je pun), but it was a hectic city. I was never meant for city life (i want to believe in it), yes a country girl at heart. I guess i'm done crying over the fate, now its time to just embrace it, facing the turbulent in life. Already imagining getting scold by the superior officers, getting smirked by medical students who think they better than this houseman. But no matter what it is, i really hope and pray my whole batch will survive this journey. Remember to always check our intention, to learn, to help and to get Allah blessing. He will not put us through it if we cant make through it. Heck yeah, life is a roller coaster. A fast one. Buckle up, hold on and 'enjoy' the ride.
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