Flashback story that I used to laugh out loud. As a girl, I just wanna have fun during my earlier rise up of estrogen. I do have this bunch of girls, my beloved pals that more advanced than me. I admitted that I’d been grown in such a strict family. No free hobnob with chap. But my girls had. They got their first mobile in primary school n started from that been texting with the nowhere in blue chaps 24/7. I always had been their company on their blind date.. Instead of been loyal to a guy, they got ‘spare parts’ in case there had any broken hearts. At first I didn’t had any interest with those things my girls were up to as I already had a crush with my classmate, actually my deskmate since in standard 4 ^,^.
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After doing well in PMR, I got my first hp~ nokia 3310. Then it was the time for honeymoon, away from t
he books. For the holidays, my bestever cousin and I went to my auntie’s in S Alam. There, without my parents’ monitor, I had been freed. My cousins introduced me to her friends,A, a boy from her bf’s school. I admitted that I was so stupid to accept the introduction. We have been messaging a lot, from morning bed to night bed but fortunately I always rejected the blind date. Without my acknowledgement, my other gf also gave my number to her friend,M. But I don’t like him so I passed to my cousin. N without her bf permission, she started a close relationship with M until now. Up until then, I knew another guy from nowhere in blue, J which I grew suspicious and I passed him to my gf. That was how we rotated the guys from our mobile. I felt so regret with all those shit attitudes but whatever it was, let bygone be bygone. Till now, I have broken the connections with all the strangers from the blue. N I don’t want to give a damn anymore to those mobile relationships. I love to be freed out of those impostor guys. With the new sony e, I don’t want any strangers to interrupt my line anymore. I don’t mean to be such an arrogant but I have to for the sake of myself. I just want to keep my feeling n love to the one who has been created for me, the partner of me since azali ^.^. Somebody that I got created from his left flank. InsyaALLAH.
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Internet guy
When I was in standard 6, my dad brought back internet which I regularly started to use MIRC (multi internet relay chat). I got addicted to it n through a channel, I did play a quiz whi
ch I was nominated as the first place until a guy came and been my rival. By using an alias name, I disguised as 18 yrs old girl n began to chat with this 21 yrs old guy from Al-Azhar Uni. He was so kind but yet still religious. He did always advised me the good things n whenever we started to chat he asked me either already pray yet or not. He also talked about his life, his struggle before he could pursue to Al-Azhar n he used to work part time to accommodate the high cost of living there. He did talk a lot about the way of life there which I could reckon he was not lying to me. But I was the one who lied to him until a part I couldn’t bear the feelings anymore n I tried to confess but at the time he was struggling for the final so I cancelled it. Once, I did admire him ~D. Today no more as we had lost contact for about 6 years without telling him the truth as I don’t want to live in imagination anymore ^.^ by hurting him. I’m the one who cancelled my id plus I had been transferred into a boarding school. Whenever he is right now, I pray for his well being J n I do really sorry for what I’ve done to him.
When I was in standard 6, my dad brought back internet which I regularly started to use MIRC (multi internet relay chat). I got addicted to it n through a channel, I did play a quiz whi
ch I was nominated as the first place until a guy came and been my rival. By using an alias name, I disguised as 18 yrs old girl n began to chat with this 21 yrs old guy from Al-Azhar Uni. He was so kind but yet still religious. He did always advised me the good things n whenever we started to chat he asked me either already pray yet or not. He also talked about his life, his struggle before he could pursue to Al-Azhar n he used to work part time to accommodate the high cost of living there. He did talk a lot about the way of life there which I could reckon he was not lying to me. But I was the one who lied to him until a part I couldn’t bear the feelings anymore n I tried to confess but at the time he was struggling for the final so I cancelled it. Once, I did admire him ~D. Today no more as we had lost contact for about 6 years without telling him the truth as I don’t want to live in imagination anymore ^.^ by hurting him. I’m the one who cancelled my id plus I had been transferred into a boarding school. Whenever he is right now, I pray for his well being J n I do really sorry for what I’ve done to him. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Mobile guys
After doing well in PMR, I got my first hp~ nokia 3310. Then it was the time for honeymoon, away from t
he books. For the holidays, my bestever cousin and I went to my auntie’s in S Alam. There, without my parents’ monitor, I had been freed. My cousins introduced me to her friends,A, a boy from her bf’s school. I admitted that I was so stupid to accept the introduction. We have been messaging a lot, from morning bed to night bed but fortunately I always rejected the blind date. Without my acknowledgement, my other gf also gave my number to her friend,M. But I don’t like him so I passed to my cousin. N without her bf permission, she started a close relationship with M until now. Up until then, I knew another guy from nowhere in blue, J which I grew suspicious and I passed him to my gf. That was how we rotated the guys from our mobile. I felt so regret with all those shit attitudes but whatever it was, let bygone be bygone. Till now, I have broken the connections with all the strangers from the blue. N I don’t want to give a damn anymore to those mobile relationships. I love to be freed out of those impostor guys. With the new sony e, I don’t want any strangers to interrupt my line anymore. I don’t mean to be such an arrogant but I have to for the sake of myself. I just want to keep my feeling n love to the one who has been created for me, the partner of me since azali ^.^. Somebody that I got created from his left flank. InsyaALLAH.
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