oh crap..

ok..right now since memorable yesterday, my job was only day dreaming.. urghh i can't slip their faces away from my mind. so sweet. My dearest diary, here the story goes. My fac held a sports day by day of yesterday and there, i met someone that made me feel different. My heart ached n nearly got cardiac arrest. Urghh i hate that feeling. I've fallen for him for the first sight which i have no gut to talk to. But i realised my eyes just could'nt slip away from the sight of him whenever i had chance. I really don't know what was happening to me at that time. He wasn't a really attractive man but the way he acted and the shyness around him just like a morphine for me. He really good at playing badminton. But i realised that he got nervous at first game which he lost. Then he'd done his part excellently at other games ^.^. My team was yellow and we got spongebob for our mascot. Whenever a friend of mine wore that mascot for fun, he had come with his few friends to take some photos with my mascot friend. Owh, how i envied her.. Wish to be in those box though just a shadow. Creep. But i got to take the photo of him silently with the mascot. Here they are. but of course the identity is kept almostly secret.



okokokok i still can't forget him..help me..Frankly speaking, before seeing him for real, i had been looking for his pictures everytime i went to faculty's office which held all students pictures from year 1 till year 5. Whenever i looked through all those pics, i even can't miss his picture. It just a small pic of him. N he wasn't as good looking as all those boys i even admired. I don't know why but till i met him for real yesterday, i remember those times i looked onto his pic. Aiyaa.. N for sure, i'm just the only one who had this feeling. But whatever happen in future, i'll always pray for the best for him. Be a good doc ...

Ok..so here the second story. After sports day, i hung out to Giant with my dearest cousin. There, she got a called from one of his relative to meet over. The relative was a boy. A handsome one. A very damn good looking. Okokokok the first time i saw his face, i got tachycardia. I tried to control it as i've kept my cardia to someone else, the above one. So i just barely looked on him. Back home, my talkaful cousin wanted to set me up with him. The thought of me with him really made me burst out of laugh. I'm not good enough pretty face to be on his side, dearie. Find another pretty face. Hihihi..how can a gorgeous one be on my side. It is gonna to be like beauty and the beast. Owh, i symphonized it beautifully. So those were the stories of me nearly getting heart disorder because of two boys in a day.

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