worthless

i'm feeling like a junk right now. maybe because i really am a junk. for thousands times i tried to concede the feeling of being worthless to my world. and it do make me tick n sick. Maybe i'm such a complicated person. Trying to figure every things too minutely. And i'm the one who used to always looking back at the chances and roads i left behind which sometimes just made my head raged. Indecisive might be the right word for me. Stone cold could be me when coming to handling with men. I might be judgmental to some. And mostly to others who are judgmental, i could be psychologically "perasan bagus" person. But what the hell with me to care about others words? Those hurting words, smirking expressions will never leave you alone serenely. It might cause us to cry, feeling like a shit. Sometimes it may imprint some sorrow scars. But that's what life means after all. You will never be perfect, and you will never be loved by everyone.

"Indeed, no one spared from human speech. But those who understand not only consider it in consideration of Allah alone (a good human eyes can be taken). Whoever recognizes the truth, that is a consideration in all things" -Luqman Al Hakim-