be passionate dear!

i have to have passion on what i'm doing right now. there should be no u turn once i took this less preferable lane. today, during problem based learning class, my lecturer used to grab me to the basic root of the future of what i'm taking right now. It's the life of people that you're going to take for granted. Be useless or be useful? It does depend on ownself. But the first thing on earth u ought to have is passion on what u are doing. List the reasons you took the course. Once you know it, use your sense to figure out the burden you gonna have for the coming few years. You're not a child anymore. It's a rush competition out there among everyone. It's the time to grow up and be dependent on yourself. Just like in case of acute lymphoblastic leukemia, it is the blast cells aka immature cells that bring out the bad impact to the host. Do you want to be slacked down by your colleagues due to your recklessness? At least, do try to improve yourself instead of letting the fate or luck controls you. It's you that have the power to change yourself after ALLAH. As my lecturer said, its you that lack the thing. Not the surrounding. Willpower, i beg myself to seek for it.